Life is just a dream, forever sleeping….I’m so stoned off this music that going for walks doesn’t satisfy as an escape to a place to think. The new key to finding sanity is through the music on my playlist…It’s something like Deemi soundtrack of my life.  As the past grows and I attain wisdom.  I move in the darkness but I work in the light… Life is like a beach chair…If it’s like that…I never sat in one before….If that’s the case i don’t want to sit in one but that’s for another time that has no time to be explained to you.  I was asked what an epidemik experience is… Everyone experiences it… Just hear me out and listen to my thoughts… I am epidemik…let me correct my punctuation Epidemik is me… No matter what you want to call me it is I.  It’s a definition to who I am…To say where is the guy behind Epidemik it is Epidemik.  Not just a state of being, not me adopting a name but giving a meaning that defines what I aspire to be.  Enough of the Bullshit…I am who I am, i choose my own path..Even though a path led may be clouded with wrongs and rights but we are human….

one of my favorite songs…I have big brothers…ppl i look up to

even though we fight sometimes i still got you…

me and my girlfriend…

When I die, fuck it I wanna go to hell 
Cause I’m a piece of shit, it ain’t hard to fuckin’ tell 
It don’t make sense, goin’ to heaven wit the goodie-goodies 
Dressed in white, I like black Tims and black hoodies 
God will probably have me on some real strict shit 
No sleepin’ all day, no gettin my dick licked 
Hangin’ with the goodie-goodies loungin’ in paradise 
Fuck that shit, I wanna tote guns and shoot dice 
All my life I been considered as the worst 
Lyin’ to my mother, even stealin’ out her purse 
Crime after crime, from drugs to extortion 
I know my mother wished she got a fuckin’ abortion 
She don’t even love me like she did when I was younger 
Suckin’ on her chest just to stop my fuckin’ hunger 
I wonder if I died, would tears come to her eyes? 
Forgive me for my disrespect, forgive me for my lies 
My babies’ mothers 8 months, her little sister’s 2 
Who’s to blame for both of them (naw nigga, not you) 
I swear to God I just want to slit my wrists and end this bullshit 
Throw the Magnum to my head, threaten to pull shit 
And squeeze, until the bed’s, completely red 
I’m glad I’m dead, a worthless fuckin’ buddah head 
The stress is buildin’ up, I can’t, 
I can’t believe suicide’s on my fuckin’ mind 
I want to leave, I swear to God I feel like death is fuckin’ callin’ me 
Naw you wouldn’t understand (nigga, talk to me please) 
You see its kinda like the crack did to Pookie, in New Jack 
Except when I cross over, there ain’t no comin’ back 
Should I die on the train track, like Remo in Beatstreet 
People at the funeral frontin’ like they miss me 
My baby momma kissed me but she glad I’m gone 
She knew me and her sista had somethin’ goin’ on 
I reach my peak, I can’t speak, 
call my nigga Chic, tell him that my will is weak. 
I’m sick of niggas lyin’, I’m sick of bitches hawkin’, 
matter of fact, I’m sick of talkin’.

This is why i like to write…I tend to write a lot i used to just let my voice tear down on my blog.  Hitting with hard emotional words.  Expressing the deepest emotions with a twist to confused the mind so they wouldn’t totally understand.  I’am too abstract….But between lines its there…

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This is @Epidemik first appearance back on the scene after a one year hiatus, with a guest appearance by Hot Topic aka @LEGENDARIEL.  With this release he plans on hitting the game with a different strategy.  Most of his projects contains a concept behind it.  Keep a look out for the Artist that he supports Bags, Jumz, J.E.A, Prosice, and more.

More to come and in the works is his first Streetz Of Desert Storm callabo with DJ Don Demarco

Sat down with Kel Spencer today and interviewed him for the Epidemik Experience.  It was a dope interview.  I also learned about a new plugin to use on this episode and if you listen to an older episode you can see the difference.  I learned a lot during this interview and I gained some more influences.  Reblog it is you like it, so check it out!!

Ok ok, so this one is mainly my thoughts and opinions.  I had one episode recorded but I recorded this one on friday.  So yes I do have an unreleased episode.  I doubt I will release it ever.  it is available upon request maybe though.  Check it out let me know what you think.

Sat Down with Supreme check out the interview

Supreme -the highest rank of Authority, Highest Degree, Power and Quality. Nyemiah Monet “Supreme’” Streeter was born and raised as a Performer on July 15, 1988 In Jamaica Queens Nyc. As the Only Child her parents put her in creative activities such as Dance School, Karate and BasketBall. She excelled the most in dancing and went on to make a career out of it. She went on to Background dance for Recording Artist Remy Ma’ & Touring with Jive Recording Artist Lil’ Mama on Chris Brown’s UCP tour 07-08. Supreme always had a love for music especially Hip Hop. She was offered a Personal Assistant Job to Def Jam Recording Artist Juelz Santana and took it. Being around Music encouraged her to fulfill her own dream of making music. Her goal in the Music Industry is to make a positive impact by not only being a female artist but an artist in it’s self.